viernes, diciembre 30, 2005

Finally Over [F.U.C.R. mix]

The things I didn't mention:

Linescan and the "macuarritos de la plaza monarca"
Willy the Kid's E.D.
Amor De Metal
Yoshi Rider [F.U.C.R. detonator]
The Trojan Girl [F.U.C.R. detonator]
Miss T [F.U.C.R. detonator]
Neoclasicismo Bin Laden's Puppets
The Other goes
ArtWalk
Miss T's bros [R.I.P.]
Evil [park tears, beach beer & Tony Montana's house]
Ring Master's vomit [And Pigeon Caballitos]
Star Wars
Practices
Fucker Kong
25th Hour
RoomMates Summer
Tarantino Atack!
War Of The Worlds
Mr. Pigeon
Willy the Kid's S.O.
ShuShoe's Tears & hugs
Noche the Paz
F.U.C.R. voladore
Birthday with the Enemy
The reveal of the next F.U.C.R.
Emily Rose
Culinary




Mention this to me
Mention something, mention anything
... and watch the weather change.
Disposition

jueves, diciembre 08, 2005

no more

este blog se creo con propositos de alimentar una teoria que surgio de la mente de 4 personas en la ciudad de tijuana.
Hoy en dia lejos de llegar al proposito, este es un llamado al consejo, para que pongan reglas y moderemos los posts por que asi no vamos a llegar a ningun lado

Wait untill I'm old enough

And I can bust a load on you!

miércoles, diciembre 07, 2005

Time

It's over...
Another semester it's over and we are kidda different...
In some ways, it was a good semester, in others... well no so much...
The good thing is that it didn't beat the FUCR 4th...
It's almost the end of the year, I don't know how it will end, but...
This, 2005, is indeed "THE FUCR YEAR"...
Remember that, after this year we're all different people in alot ways...
Or at least, the community is different...
For good or for bad.

lunes, noviembre 28, 2005

about last week

we all think that peace aint a good thing anymore, we all agree that we may want to be in war, instead of taking peace again... fucked up aint it?
hay que levantarnos contra la rabia y furia de el ldg.Pichon
ense;emosle al pichon de que estamos echos

lunes, noviembre 21, 2005

sábado, noviembre 19, 2005

A good FUCR movie

The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he, who in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who would attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know my name is the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon thee.


-
The truth is you're the weak. And I'm the tyranny of evil men. But I'm tryin', Ringo. I'm tryin' real hard to be a shepherd.

viernes, noviembre 18, 2005

FUCR SuperStar

THE PAST HUNTS ME...

and just when i think its over...
when im feeling ok
just when my selfesteem is rising again
and my thoughts are positive
when im balanced
the past comes back, and fucks it all up
all goes down again...

jueves, noviembre 17, 2005

FUCR times

They been here for a little while, now I feeling the weight, and whats comin' is bigger, tonight I can kill something, I wanna break stuff, so much fuckin' anger on me!, I feeling like I need to hate something or someone, I need some hitting or some isolation, I think we all need it...
We need a time apart fro each other, you always do, comes a time we you just need not to be around some people, I got these 2 times a year, maybe 3, and it's good for the mental health...
Maybe I'm just tired, but from what?...
From the day?
From School?
From th Bullshit of some people?
Fuck it, let's face it:
"Everyone's expendable and no-one has a real friend"
AND
"Everyone's a killer"
Now I wanna go away...

martes, noviembre 15, 2005

A day without sunshine is like night

Enjoy life, never take it seriously, because nobody gets out alive anyways and there's plenty of time to be dead. Life is hard. Its even harder if youre stupid... It's as hard as to make predictions, especially about the future. But If you can't smile when things go wrong, you can always have someone in mind to blame. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them!

domingo, noviembre 13, 2005

Ahora si perros!


YA LES CAYO LA AUTORIDAD!

The Lunatic Is In My Head

I'm OK, I'm always OK...
I'm untouchable!, I keep the heart next to my soul, somewhere deep inside my head, next to evil voices, just to make sure...
I'm Beggbie!
I'm Bobby Mercer [Mark Wahlberg in 4 Brothers]!
I'm Anakin and Darth Vader!
I'm Wolverine, Onslaught, Ghost Rider and Hulk combine!
I'm the one with so little sensitivity to identify inlove people!

It didn't hit me when I say never, it's never!

"FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!
FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!"



sábado, noviembre 12, 2005

i dont know what to answer

:o

tika --> 21

fucr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
muchas bitches & ho's
***************************
in other news:
el fucr volador asecha!!
mr e. y miss t. stan near miss em.. i know its not good i know he feels pain

Need Title, hero has lens or cristal on backhand takes place in space

just think about this...
what if i leave this town... what if i dissapear and you knew that i went on a journy... would you cover me?
im just talking shit...
but if do leave
will you cover me?

Traitor to the Cause!

The downside of damage control was that I knew I would need to mix up with the rest of them in a very awkward-user-friendly manner. Not that it matters, but at least I would prove my point not to anyone but to my self. After all... what do they know about anything besides what’s up with their spoiled-selfish-look at me I'm here-define me-define me-love me-love me-I need love-fucked up existence?

In other news: We came, we set down, we got up, we leaved and we said to ourselves: "What a wonderful world!"

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So we went. Beggbie, Sickboy and I... we did had expectations of our own to make the day a little lighter.-Wake up, its your nick.... wake up, we're here!- Fucr! When will you let me sleep in peace! And when all I wanted to do was lie along and feel sorry for myself, we saw some nice people on the way (It's always good to have a little Carmen to cheer the moment) so we even became to expect more and lowered our defenses... everything was going according to plan, were we not supoust to?

After struggling for a few minutes, Sickboy realized he had no resources at all, so that really got us into fucr mode… until Beggbie decided to exchange some DVD fun to spend some time with the misfortune. "No more Tickets" they said... fuck it! Didn't want no pinchis tickets anyway! After all, our fucker destiny decided something better for ourselves, he decided to show us the F.U.C.R. unifying theory of life. And damn! That was some serious gourmet shit! Me and the fuckers woulda been satisfied with some demon-possed Taster's Choice, right? And he springs this serious gourmet shit on us. What flavor is this? It is the... "El Fucker Volador" flavor... tasty! It also gave me the idea of carrying a rock in my back pack everyday (you have no idea how much fun you can get with it)... you know, just in case.

Your not spouse to expect an answer from your brother's skull man!

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Too much to learn in just one movie... but I will not talk about that for the moment, I leave the rest of it to the others. What happens from here its oup to them. After all, it's 2:15 and I have to go take my shot, otherwise Ill start hearing them voices again.

Damn it, they're here... I gotta go!

Did you hear that?

Le vol FUCR!!!

What a simple movie for some teach us a lot to us, in fact more than we even think about...
You see this movie and what you see is a proof that F.U.C.R. is, was and will be everywhere...
One day, you are the happiest man on earth, the next?, there is a war on you country and you and your gay brother are drag off your family to fight the war, killin' someone with a rock, passing to the other side, being a communist and having face the flying F.U.C.R., yeah, you know them, those plains that when they are hit, they must explote in your face, just to fuck you up...
What a bummer...
In other news, yesterday was the B-Day of a very special person...
In some other news... I'm hungry...
-
"So I need you to find
a comfortable space,
that is not only comfortable,
but vulnerable.
I want you to shut your eyes and go there,
and I'll meet you on the other side..."

viernes, noviembre 11, 2005

Es la Mujer

Yo vine al mundo a adorar a las mujeres y de mujeres está rodeado mi destino aunque hay algunas que conmigo han sido crueles otras en cambio me han llenado de cariño

Desde el momento que mi madre a luz me diera y me arrullara cariñosa entre sus brazos son las mujeres para mi la vida entera parte importante de mis triunfos y fracasos

Es la mujer divino ser que Dios al hombre concedió para alegrarle el corazón con su presencia y hasta la fecha no hay placer como el que brinda una mujer cuando se entrega sin medidas ni reservas
Yo no soy de esos que se sienten superior a la mujer yo me declaro docilmente dominado y como dice la canción no hay en el mundo ni un varón que por amor a una mujer no haya llorado

Es la mujer claro ejemplar de los misterios jamás se sabe cuál será su trayectoria tienen la gracia de mandarnos al infierno pero si quieren con amor nos dan la gloria

Yo soy felíz con sólo verlas de cerquita pues todas tienen de mi mal la medicina cualquier dolor pena o coraje se me quita teniendo enfrente una silueta femenina

El Potrillo

HATE IT OR LOVE IT...

si no quieres decepciones, no esperes nada de la vida...
a fucr way to live...
xq es que cuando el amor te mata, sigues ahi? buscas otro corazon aunque con miedo a la decepcion, le intentas, aunque te vuelvan a matar sigues buscando, quiza neciamente, o ya sea por pendejos, no entenderemos quiza...
como es que una mujer tiene el poder de subirte hasta lo mas alto, y con tan solo el silencio te vuelve a bajar?
las mujeres mueven el mundo.. o al menos el mio...

No more serving people with tasty things.

There she was... right in front of me when she spoke and said: "Not 2... Just 1." Like I was asking for a special favor. So anyhow, I grabbed some to take them up where they belonged and came back for some more; this time would be for my own personal benefit. "There's No more!" that’s what they said... fuck it! I didn’t want no pinchis tacos anyway! After all... consumed teriyaki was already in order, and my polite indignation knows no bounds!

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Looks like I picked the wrong week to quit sniffing sharpies!

jueves, noviembre 10, 2005

:)

run away child im not the boogie man

Hate it, don't like it, but it's OK...

NO
Nein
Non
Não

부정


But you have to, and you know it, so now, swallow your pride and your ego and just do what you have to do, there's no need of more and less is no "more" here...
Do what you have to do...

miércoles, noviembre 09, 2005

...

Estupido cautin... duele como el demonio!

turning around the world

pues ya ven ... volvi a USA a trabajar, that means
MORE MONEY FOR US :D
we need some things to do team

we need to found our own school

INSTITUTO TRIPOLOGICO DE TIJUANA
el enano y yo tenemos que hacer el plan de estudios
dont worry, we will THINK IN ALL you need to know

tambien decidimos irnos de mochilaso a mexicali
just a weekend for the 4 of us,
enano
emma
chava (si es ke kiere ir:P)
po - yo


mi playlist of FUCR

50 Marvin Gaye - Let's Get It On
49 The Fugees - Killing Me Softly With His Song
48 Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody
47 Herbie Hancock - Chameleon
46 Gorillaz - 19-2000 (Off of G-sides)
45 The Eagles - Hotel California
44 Chemical Brothers - The Private Psychedelic Reel
43 Guns 'n' Roses - November Rain
42 James Brown - Get Up (Sex Machine)
41 Emerson, Lake & Palmer - Karn Evil 9: 1st Impression,Pt.2
40 Lynyrd Skynyrd - Free Bird
39 Michael Jackson - Beat It
38 Massive Attack - Teadrop
37 The Rolling Stones - Paint It Black
36 Cake - Commissioning a Symphony in C
35 Death - Crystal Mountain
34 Johnny Cash - (Ghost) Riders in the Sky
33 Frank Sinatra - It Was a Very Good Year
32 The Doors - The Crystal Ship
31 Ozzy Osbourne - Mr. Crowley (Live & Loud)
30 System of a Down - Sugar
29 A Perfect Circle - Judith
28 David Bowie - Ashes to Ashes
27 Joe Satriani - Surfing With The Alien
26 Metallica - The Call of Ktulu (S&M)
25 Carl Orff - O Fortuna
24 Bob Dylan & the Grateful Dead - Slow Train
23 The Mars Volta - Eriatarka
22 Nine Inch Nails - We're In This Together
21 Colonel Claypool's Bucket of Bernie Brains - Buckethead
20 Dave Brubeck Quartet - Blue Rondo A La Turk
19 Black Sabbath - War Pigs
18 Motörhead - Ace of Spades (Live @ Hammersmith)
17 Janis Joplin - Ball and Chain
16 Ella Fitzgerald - How High the Moon
15 Buckethead - Sketches of Spain (For Miles)
14 Led Zeppelin - Immigrant Song (How the West Was Won)
13 John Lennon - Imagine
12 Jimi Hendrix - All Along the Watchtower
11 Rage Against the Machine - Sleep Now In The Fire
10 Bob Marley - Redemption Song
09 Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb
08 Primus - Frizzle Fry (Suck On This)
07 The Beatles - A Day In The Life
06 King Crimson - Starless
05 Funkadelic - Maggot Brain
04 Miles Davis - Blue In Green
03 Rush - YYZ
02 Tool - Lateralus
01 Beethoven - Op. 132 in A Minor: II. Allegro ma non tanto





ill log off

martes, noviembre 08, 2005

There’s someone in my head but it’s not me.

What a monday... a lot of homework, and a lot of stress...
I'll go late and he said "I need to talk to you, I need you early"... what a day to ruin my day...
So I get to school, and I forget that there is people waiting for me, and I go meet her, an hour later...
The work when OK... but Mr. Pigeon when overtime...
So I pick pollo like an hour later that we supposed to...
The last class is over... got to go home? well... I wait for the other 2 to go...
But I get home to listen something old, and no consecuences... what a happy me...

The lunatic is in my head
You raise the blade, you make the change
You re-arrange me ’till I’m sane

viernes, noviembre 04, 2005

Last 2 days: Tour+Pussylitis

Nov. 2:
Simposium day, ended on a tour around Tijuana... the only thing that was worth it was the chat between us 3 people [Mr. Frodo, Miss Rox and me]... nothing special, well it was... but what ever is not your bussiness...

Nov. 3:
The last day of the simposium, and the day started with too much traffic, like an hour to get to the CECUT, and everybody ended parking in Plaza Rio, but was the BEST day of the 3, the first 2 conferences were KILLERS, too good...
I finish the program, I think, and no too much things interesting in both days...

The mein, pollo and myself when to running, and it was good!, we just have to keep the good work.

PD: I need to know, I think my surprise will arrive after the date, but I think will be ok.

miércoles, noviembre 02, 2005

La visita del caminante

5am, and it's time, I grab the computer do some stuff, and then preparing to go, 6:35am and we are leaving 7am, and the simposium was good, I laugh at Hank a little bit, I watch the conferences, very woman power, girls were comin' out sayin "OK, I get it, woman are moving forward", that was funny... we get pizza to eat, and A LOT of pizza, that was cool... then a little time on the fountain... just nice talking and the caminante... then McEvil... more nice talking, and the day in the simposium ended with everybody's tired legs...
So today [I'm writing the day after] I have to go again, the hole day :)...
After the simposium, rayte to mr. Pigeon, then my house, then school, for OS, which was kindda cool because I did some progress on my program :D...
And the day ended in the best way, with some Football!!!, jajaja, I was pretty lame and crappy, but aren't we all when we play in some little space full of grass?, well doesn't matter, 'cuz really I don't care, but sure is always fun...
Sure everything seems alright... but we all know that is not, not even with your group of "buddies"... the winds of change are always here, with some new surprise, I just wonder myself, to where are we directing to?
"Staring down the hole again.
Hands upon my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come."

OGT

mis amigos los ogt´s no me quisieron ayudar con la tarea de ingles
OJO AYUDAR NO PASAR

UN DIA OCUPARAN DE MR POLLO!!, NOMAS ACUERDENSE DEL FINAL DE SISTEMAS OPERATIVOS!! AVER COMO LE HACEN

martes, noviembre 01, 2005

Buckethead!!!

Yes Buckethead in the FUCR school, believe it or not, and was a good time for all!, well at least for me, nice way of knowing people, ja!, just that not too many people knew who BH was, but thats ok, 'cuz it made the custom more original :)...
Running went better that I expected, and I think we finish too early, but was good for a first day...
Now things are going in other directions, I think some stuff is going down, I sense now a change in the force, but what could it be?...

domingo, octubre 30, 2005

fuck the fucr

ya estoy hasta la madre con esto
maldito sea el dia en el que me meti en esta pinche cadenita de mierda
HASTA CUANDO PODRE VIVIR EN PAZ, CUANDO PODRE VIVIR FELIZ SIN ESPERAR LO PEOR AL DIA SIGUIENTE, ACASO SIEMPRE TENGO QUE SUFRIR?, PUES YA NO AGUANTO

my hero

hoy dedico este post a my heroe
i hope you dont forget me, and forgvie me i love you

fucr has me

fuck, love has me <----- im deep into fucr, never felt like it

you know what?, i think we are starting to like the FUCR status, ¿are we sick?

sábado, octubre 29, 2005

SHADOW CHRONICLES (Part I, The Beginning)

Curiosas son las cosas en este mundo, en el que todos (o casi todos) tienen una historia que contar. Al principio todo era insípido y sin color. Nadie consideraba nada, nadie consideraba a nadie. Éramos simples sobrevivientes de un tiempo habitual; entrábamos, aprendíamos, a veces interactuábamos... y al final del día cada quien para cual. Eso fue en su mayoría, (no me es posible dejar de exagerar) porque en esta historia no caben los absolutos.

Después del principio, no mucho tiempo después, surgieron los buenos momentos, por accidente quizás, lo cual los hacia mas apreciados, pero aun así, carentes de sana frecuencia. Y así se dio... unos por allí... y otros por allá. Todo así se empezó a ser bueno. Las alianzas se formaron y las murallas se edificaron, como una cadena de fronteras abiertas, pero aún así, nunca dejaron de ser fronteras.


Continuara…

How to: survive the FUCR...

"Una tarde calida de verano en la estepa rusa, humo por todas partes, la hierba seca y ardiendo, dos ejércitos que han perdido toda cohesión caminando lenta y pesadamente, muertos de sed, aterrorizados por sus vidas.
Cientos de miles de hombres sin caras, sin voz, atrapados en el escenario de una carnicería, repitiendo noche tras noche su marcha hacia delante y hacia atrás a través de esa estepa calcinada en medio del hedor a azufre y a sangre: un infierno en el que me sumerjo cada vez que cierro los ojos."
"Vivir, dijo Marco Aurelio, exige el talento del luchador, no del bailarín. Basta con mantenerse de pie: no hacen falta pasos hermosos."

fucr @ simposium: the empire strikes back

well as we know, we are pawns, and we are to become heroes, heroes are people who stand against the goddamn dirt and scum of this society

they will hear about us

viernes, octubre 28, 2005

LIONS!!!

YEAH baby!!!, 2 week is what WE have until the trainings starts, so now you know my friend, when you come back to the promise land of the FUCR, WE will work out until there's no you anymore, man, I'm euphoric, I want to have the helmet on!, I want the hits, the pain, the everything, the moments that make me forget about everything and everyone!, man I want to kick some ass!!!


Ok, now back to time, o the morning... so I met this girl, which I wanted to meet for some time now, just curious, nothing special, and she's very cool :), I still don't figure out some things I wanna know, but it's cool.

Then, I eat more quesaburro!!!, with sangria of course, and then insted of Dr. Peper, I drink Canada Dry... let me tell you, I met alot of girls today, jajaja, I almost wish to go back to high school :P, but thats not the point, the point is that, I eat Quesaburro, which was the hole purpose of me comin back to the Lazaro, that and to remember the old times...

Something curious happen today, the people of my school think that I look like a high school kid, and so the high school kids, but it's ok, I think...

So the mein and myself save the team asses, we did in like an hour the hole work, so we pull it out, that was cool...

I didn't find Willy the Kid, and I stay without the consult... sorry to the girls!...

PD: Sorry, but I can't stop!!!

fucr @ simposium

well we know the fucr is in you after all, so it follows you wherever you go, this time it strikes at the sun palace "mexicali" it drains everything on you, damn, bad memories of bad times no good

jueves, octubre 27, 2005

The good times!

Today I remember the good times, the Quesaburro and Sangria times, the Dr. Peper times!, Oh those times!, people still do a rage against Olguin thing, just like I expected, and the school has some changes, but still some nice girls...
So I was like promoting the official FUCR career, temptating the young students to join the Dark Side, just like always...
They have this Irish dance, VERY cool thing to watch, my respect to them, the guys seem a little weird, but its ok, some nice chick there... seriously VERY cool...

2 class of 3D, not much happen, 5 minutes of instructions...

Design was cool, Messenger is a cool way to talk to the people next to you, plus, people were telling the true about Mr. Pigeon to the teacher, cool...

I look smart in OS... wow, haha...


PD: OH my god!!!, I'm not worried yet, I think I still maintain control over things... but man is still there, I know it...

miércoles, octubre 26, 2005

Oh Mr. Pigeon!

First, I get late to my 3D class... I'm sorry, but my car need it the wash, and the checking the tires thing... but I had my first physical contact with Livewave, which was cool...

I play a lot of Starcraft, as yesterday...

Mr. Pigeon stressed me out SO BAD, first he gets late, then he didnt hurry up, and he lasted just TOO much there, so, he took me one HOUR without getting something to eat, I was starving!!!...

My CPC class is so cool, first the teacher let me and mr enano go to eat something, then, like 20 minutes later we get to class, which lasted for another 30 minutes, then we started to watch funny TV commercials and some Family Guy videos, and some Chris Rock, and all the Star Wars Kid videos that we could find, thanks to an American Dad video, so we spend the last HOUR on that, pretty cool right?...

Tomorrow going back to Lazaro!!!, Quezaburros here I come!!!


PD: It doesn't go, it never did... but as before, I think I don't want it away...

martes, octubre 25, 2005

The 59...

59 is the number of the period for OS, lame I know, but I'm on track now...

My dear friend... thank you for leaving us without a notice, myself and the mein didn't do anything, it wasn't your fault, but, F you for crushing our dreams of greatness...

I'm so stupid, that I actually think that thing were getting on track (different subject), like I said to myself before, thing will never be the same, and like before, it is true, but fuck it...

So, tomorrow, 3D, UABC, I think is going to be a good day, I'm too positive these last weeks, maybe getting out of exile was the best thing I could do...

lunes, octubre 24, 2005

Intro

Thats what I need, but no one wants to give me that!
OK, I should do it myself, but is harder that way...
Plus, I just give up to the other matter, and that just fucked up,
I don't want any questions of mr. C, FUCK the C, is just too much...
And I'm coming back, coming back, FUCK twice!, these memories!
The good thing is that I wont ended like last time, thats cool, but, man... get that off my head!!!

domingo, octubre 23, 2005

the fucr
my dear friend
doesnt like personal status, it tears you down to dust

YA

Esta es la semana, una nueva perspectiva se creara, lo que pasa, dia a dia en IDGD, pasara a la historia de una manera distinta, con 3 perspectivas distintas, es hora...

Algunos previews:
+El exilio termino, asi com asi, sin remordimientos, pero sin olvidar todo lo sucedido, las palabras se vuelven a cruzar y casi como si nada pasara o hubiera pasado, es algo bueno que me tiene MUY feliz, como una lombriz... aunque eso no parece ir con FUCR, es una situacion creadora directamente del FUCR... que ironia...
+SO es una materia perdida en lo que este mes consiste, y hay que trabajar para no perder el semestre, lo cual seria inaceptable.
+Los Dulces como grupo es solo una idea, en realidad, somos Dulces, pero no agrupados...

Creo que solo eso recuerdo por el momento... el diario comienza mañana.

martes, octubre 18, 2005

When lack of knowledge attacks!

Something happens when you just don't know shit about the class you are in...
and it's not good, when others are showing the work, you probably are sleep or look stupid stuff on google...
Java has only contribute to the virus.

domingo, octubre 16, 2005

exposed in the light


mientras unos usan el u.h.u. otros usan el libido para pegar su vida
cada quien de su vida hace un cacahuate

a magic speel has been put upon us... the fucr sindrome is collapsing our life style we must never be apart, we should get this straight and put our shit togheter so we can break the spell.. word...

sábado, octubre 15, 2005

F.U.C.R.

Fucked Up Chain Reaction owns our souls...

Stage 1, Day 1: Preparation.


Come back and see the truth, the pain, the lies, the fight, the facts and the reality behind the smiles.